Just another day at work, the job that I made my decision yesterday that I am not going to be doing for the rest of my life, it is time to move on, I just now have to start taking the steps to better my education and do want I want to do in life. This will all take time, I know, but God will lead me as I go, I just have to be patient(not one of my strong features) but I will learn. I have wonderful friends and family who will support me and help me in my decisions wether bad or good, so I am very blessed for that, and I thank God everyday for them. Just have to say Thankyou to Jen for your latest blog, you are a very kind, generous, loving, wonderful friend to all, and don't ever think for once that you have been "just all about you", because you haven't(just had to say it). You have always been there for me!! I appreciate it. So, I think that it is time for the McDowells and Zimmers to hit Great Wolfe, yes I believe that it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Just wanted to say something a little on a sad note, I have been reading up on the Knepps and their blog, and want to say had sadden I am about their loss of their baby boy Andon, I could not imagine that type of grief or what I would do, you have to be a very strong person to get through something like this, and my prays are with their family. Well it is off to getting little one up for school and me off to work, hope that everyone has a great day, Jen be careful going to school.Adrienne
Well, it has been awhile since I have last written. A lot has been going on, loosing power for 3 days(no not as long as some people, but for me it was long enough), and having to come home to a smelly house due to the food that we lost. Winter, what to do with Winter, ready for the heat waves to go away in the summer and ready for the cool weather for winter, but when it gets here we are so ready for it to leave and hopefully take nothing in its path.Well, myself I have been struggling to deal with some things, don't really know why, but I am. I can't for the life of me get it through my head that time changes everything, that friendships move on to different worlds and stay the same, grow apart or get stronger. I sometimes wish that things didn't have to change, but I know that they are supposed to for good reason.I thought that I was having alot of trouble dealing with the fact that someone who I thought that I had a lasting promise with, betrayed me by breaking that promise, but this past weekend, I was assured that our friendship is still there, there are just new ways of seeing that friendship. I have to say, that when you are put together with a group of friends who you haven't seen in almost 5 years and you take a picture, it brings up the old times, good and bad, then it makes you realize nothing has changed, it is still there, now you just have new stories and pictures to show everyone and that it is ok to watch someone move on to something special.This past weekend was hard for me, I was once again reminded in church that I miss my grandmother alot more than I let people to believe, especially when I about loose it when the paster announces that a special person in our congregation is celebrating their 98th birthday and when I turn to look, I about loose it totally because all I can think about, "why didn't my grandmother live to be that age and watch chance grow up a little bit more?".So many thoughts these days, can't seem to process them all anymore, I am so behind on doing the things that I want to do, that they get put on the end of the list, because the must do's have to happen before, and then I am just too tired to do them, oh well, they will get done eventually. Right!!!Well we did have a great lunch last weekend with Jenn, Brady and Alex, it was great watching all play on the playground!!!!Well got to go for now, husband is sick again, can't seem to get rid of anything!!!
